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Name: Jessica
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Birthday: 3/21/1986


Interests: music. worship. missions. other than that.... read my blog
Expertise: laughing
Occupation: administrative assistant


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Member Since: 3/8/2005

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

It's been a while ;-)

Hello... it's been a loooong time since I've blogged on this little xanga

Here's where I'm blogging now!

http://jesswright.wordpress.com/


Monday, December 03, 2007

1,000 days since I've started xanga (wow that's a big number!)

 

aaaaaaand I'm done.


Friday, November 09, 2007

In life, we are always chasing after things we want.  It might be material or it might be a way of life, but in some way, shape or form we're chasing after something we desire. 

Take a step back or better yet take a step out of your life.... and look at it.  What can you possibly need?  What is it that you're chasing after?  Will it be around 10 years from now... how about 20... or 30?  Could it be possible that the thing that your so adamant about getting... is really small and insignificant? 

I'm not talking about fulfilling goals or dreams.  I'm talking about who you were designed to be.  A lot of careful thought and planning went into creating you.  It breaks my heart when I see potential in someone and they decide to not take advantage of their strengths because they want something different they want to be someone different.  They even disregard their own desires for something more glamorous.

This morning I found myself thinking about my life and how I could be different.  What if I different friends?  What if I lived in a different place?  What if I looked different? What if… what if…. What if…. And then it hit me.  I was fantasizing about a life I don’t have or really want.  It was almost a feeling of dissatisfaction of who I am.

If I was created to teach, then why am I not teaching?  Why am I not learning how to teach?

If I was created to sing, then why am I not singing?  Why am I not learning how to sing?

If I was created to lead, then why am I not leading?  Why am I not learning how to lead?

If I was created to worship, then why am I not worshipping?  Why am I not learning to worship?

If I was created to learn, then why am I not learning?

 

Am I jealous of a life that I don’t have?  Am I not satisfied with the life that I do have?  Why do I think it’s not enough when it is?  How could I possibly want more when I have so much?  What my motives?  Why am I chasing after that certain something?

 

So many times we decide that we’re settling for something less than great.  Are we? 

 

Look around you. 

 

Look at your friends.  Aren’t they beautiful?  Aren’t they wonderful?  How have they touched your life?  How have they taught you?  How have they loved you?  They are beautiful.

 

Look at your life.  Isn’t it beautiful?  Isn’t it wonderful?  How have you touch others with your life?  How have you learned?  How have you loved?  It is beautiful.

 

However, whatever and whoever you were created to be… be satisfied.  Be you. 

 

If you don’t succeed in anything else in life… succeed in being you.  You won’t regret it.


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

So I moved into a house.

New floors.

New paint.

Great Neighbors.

Nice land lords.

A complementary cat.

A finished attic.

Aaaaand no furniture.

 

Wellll... I have all my bedroom furniture, kitchen stuff, a desk that I turned into an entertainment center, Tv, sterio, and my roommate's bookshelf...

but no where to sit... minor detail.

 


Monday, September 17, 2007

There are very few decent people left in this world.

What happened to honesty and treating people the way you want to be treated.  Everyone's in it for themselves now a days.  No one ever thinks why might happen to people who are affect by their actions. 

This world is so selfish. 

The minute something bad happens... people run away.  Even if it's something that can be easily fixed.

Everyone talks about the idea of sticking it out... better things will come... things will change if we work hard..... but no one really ever follows that idea. 

We live in a scare society. 

Risks are only taken if the effect is short term.  We have a "no harm done" policy.  What happens if harm was done?

Think about how many risks we don't take that have truly rewarding consequences.

My boss is a man of integrity and honor... and he loves Jesus.  I'm incredibly blest to be working for him.



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